We’re all moved in! And we’re all super excited about it.
I’ve been thinking though, of what I might share about this process. What have we learned and what has made moving in as a pod different from when I moved in with Ben for the first time?
One of the major learning curves for me has been, in all of my relationships, having two more people outside of it who know everything that goes on.
You see, one of the values my mama instilled in me about loving and being loved was to never air your dirty laundry. If there was a disagreement between you and your spouse it was just that, between you. There were a few other things, I’m sure you can guess, that are also on the list of “just between the two of you”.
But there are no secrets in poly. To be clear, that’s a choice the four of us have made. When we sat around the campfire and decided to rearrange our lives and let each other in we decided to be very picky about the boundaries we set. Even the boundaries we originally set quickly became softer as love and trust grew between all of us.
The thing is that all of us were accustomed to open communication and freedom to behave with our spouses however we saw fit – as is true for most monogamous, married couples. We all knew ourselves and had a strong belief that the success of our marriages came from the relationships developing and progressing authentically. It didn’t make sense to put a lot of boundaries in our dating lives that would probably be more of an overall hindrance than a help. Therefore we decided to be very picky and avoid setting arbitrary boundaries.
My mama also taught me not to keep secrets from my husband. She never kept secrets from my dad and along with keeping your dirty laundry to yourself, she made sure that I knew this was part of a strong and healthy relationship.
So in multiple relationships how do I honor these ideals? How do I contain any disagreements or discord I have between myself and a partner, but not keep those parts of my life secret from partners outside of the disagreement?
The short answer is: I don’t. And it’s a good thing. While sharing the less romantic moments of my romantic relationships with others originally made me really uncomfortable it’s become a benefit. Any dirty laundry still stays between the four of us. But if there’s an issue the four of us solve it together. I said that our boundaries have softened as our love and trust has grown. This has meant that if an issue arises we can address it as a family of four and it usually makes all of us feel better.
So this is the first change that became super obvious since moving in and in the process of moving in.
Thanks for reading,